It’s been a while since I wrote, I almost forgot what my own blog looked like. But this evening finds me in a quite place and thinking about what God has been teaching me these past few months. In a nutshell it’s JOY. So it all started like this in my small group one evening: Me: I know I need to be happy and joyful but I just can’t get to that place. Friend: You know Joy is a choice right? Me: (Look of shock) What? No, love and forgiveness are choices but joy is a feeling.